Today, I will ... (4-20-24)
April 20, 2024 6:38 a.m. Got up, got out of bed, dragged a comb across ... well, some of that is true. Got up and did a mild amount of vacuuming. Put on clothes. Considered water, food and "Why?" I am neither hungry nor thirsty. It's just training combined with "something to do". When I grew up if one looked busy, including with a meal, one was less likely to be yelled at or worse. Even watching television or playing a game could be an excuse for not engaging in more work, at least some of the time, but working on artwork, writing, reading, making something, sometimes not even cooking, got that job done. I enjoy cooking, but I have a hard time doing it. Same with painting, writing, reading, etc.I have trouble not eating or playing games. I just realized all this. Well, today, I am going to see how long it takes me to start eating or drinking. That is, I will try to remember to asess my actual need and see how far the logic of "But, you aren't act